This is not important at all, but I would like to elaborate on my body modifications, and body-modifications in general.

Piercings I have/had:
01 Smiley (self-done)
02 Nape ("Professionally" done)
03 Tongue Web (self-done)
04 Anti-Smiley/Frowny (self-done)
05 Hand Web (self-done)

Before we start, I would like to state that I LOVE the fact that I don't have my ear pierced (I have had it pierced in like 7th or 8th grade so it doesn't count anymore) but I have all these strange, fucked up, self-done piercings.

Well, it's been recently since I took out my stupid anti-smiley/frowny piercing (I got THREE FUCKING coldsores from that shit) AND my nape piercing, because it was "acting" very strange, I wasn't sure if it was rejecting or migrating, but it was slowly looking shittier and shittier as each day passes by. So I finally took it out. I didn't really care at first, but then a few days later I thought about it and felt the disappointment rise up in me (Laugh out out) as I thought to myself "How dare it reject! Nothing may reject unless I allow it to reject!" And I was supposedly "angry" at my body for rejecting the foreign object even though it was supposed to anyway. But the point is, I CONTROL MY BODY, and I will have none of this nonsense happening! (I am not diagnosed with any sign of illness/mental retardation/disorders.. yet) So I am planning to get it redone sometime next year, whenever I have a sudden urge to get it redone again I guess. I will beat my system!

Anyway, so I felt pretty empty then, so I had to have a replacement for that. I decided to randomly pick my hand web to pierce because there was no where else that I felt safe doing. Piercing there took about an hour and 30 minutes (30 min. piercing, 1 hr jamming the shit in), I actually tried numbing it with ice this time, didn't really make a difference to me, but it was alright after all. I actually felt nauseous when I was pulling out the needle (safety pin), it felt sick, so I laid down for a bit. When I finally pulled it out, I wasn't even going to put the piece of jewelry (curved barbell) in because I already felt sick and didn't think it would work anyway. I decided to just try it anyway, and I got it halfway through, so I spent the rest of the hour jamming it in fully.

The next two days, my hand was 78.45% immobile, so that was shit. A week later or so, (yesterday) I went to buy a new piece of PROPER jewelry (straight bar) for my piercing and that was the end of that.

Many people ask me why I have these piercings that people barely notice until I tell them that I have them. The reason is because: 1. I dislike facial piercings; they are distracting and they get in the way when I touch/play with my face. 2. I never plan on these piercings, they just come up as random thoughts tempting me to try it; I also do it out of entertainment. The whole "I-wanna-be-different, I-wanna-unique, I'm-a-rebel" crap is CRAP, it's not different or unique or rebellious because there ARE people and numerous people who have done them before, so I am not the first. Plus, being different in physical appearance is just an image, and as much as an image can fool people, the truth will leak out sometime. Good thing my personality is way more twisted than my appearance! ^-^ (Just kidding.. maybe)

So now I'm here pondering on what I should do next. I'm working on a new piece of "art" by the way, for my art class. It's surrealism and I have little idea on what I am going to do, but I am still unsure because it has to come out incredible! The worst part of it is that we have to paint it out, and my painting skills are not the best skills I have, in other words: I Suck at painting.